Criticism would be good from people who know you better. What you write online is probably a bad indication of your rationality. We don't know what you behavior looks like in your daily life. I know I'm vastly more irrational than what I write here would lead people to believe. To the extent that reading what you wrote could tell us something important about you, it is fairly likely it would have come up already. And the time you have spent on this thread could probably have been used doing something more likely to help your rationality.

Bizarrely, the best way to prove me wrong would be to accept this criticism as extremely helpful.