Thanks for the response.

I'll have to check out the podcast -- I think I've watched some of their youtube videos.

I did read SarahC's comment when she posted her reflections and loved it. I think I doubt at a different level -- almost wondering whether I've looked well enough with my eyes and mind or am concluding prematurely.

I could certainly apply her comment with respect to any feelings of being "broken" or "defective" somehow, though.