Congratulations.

Also, you've quite possibly picked the least judgmental crowd in the known universe to tell your story to, so I wouldn't worry - and you're still anonymous anyway, since you didn't use your real name here. I also didn't know about vaginismus before, which is really weird. (I mean the fact that I haven't heard of it yet, not the condition). I guess you never stop learning.

The only thing I'm curious about - did your accomplishment have anything to do with LW or rationality? Not that I'd sneer if that wasn't the case, I was just expecting some connection, since you started off with writing about when you first posted here.