I suck at writing.
Don't say that, you are only reinforcing that cached self. A good way to improve your writing is to just do it, see what comes out, and iterate.
I don't like writing enough to do it enough. Besides, programming is more awesome anyway.
Utilitarianism seems to be a common theme on this site. I suggest checking out felicifia.org, a Utilitarianism forum. That is all.