Intending this as gently as possible, I'm wondering, WingedFoe, if you see anything ironic about this bit in your text and wider stereotypes about the long term results of pot use on human character...

The problem is that I suffer from quite a bit of procrastination, in part because I don't know exactly what I want to do. I don't have any strong passions or any real motivation. My college career, so far, has been an uphill battle against crippling akrasia... Aided by Cannabis, I finally saw the obvious: I need to make an effort to find a passion.