While we're on the conscientiousness load: conscientiousness is considered to be an invariant personality trait, but I'm not buying it. The typical person may experience on average no change in their conscientiousness, but typical people don't commit to interventions that affect the workload they can take on either by strengthening willpower, increasing energy, changing thought patterns (see "The Motivation Hacker") or improving organization through external aids.
I worry that you're deluding yourself. What evidence have you examined?
I knew several extremely smart people who planned to study something else at the same time as their university course. All of them gave up these plans in a matter of weeks. There was one term where due to an organizational cock-up I had to do 25% more courses than normal. I survived, but it wasn't pleasant. University is hard, probably the hardest thing I've ever done. (It was certainly much harder than any job I've had since).
Remember that older people are in charge of most hiring. It's politically unacceptable to say that certain subjects are outright better than others, but they are (or at least will be treated that way when hiring), and a "funny" course like this will make it harder to get jobs than a more traditional subject - even jobs for which this course is perfectly suited (explanation: even a more spread out degree won't give you the actual skills the job needs. But a more focused degree is proof that you can focus on a subject and learn it deeply)
Your career will force you into specialization even if your degree isn't specialized; after your first job or two people are much more interested in your experience than your degree. If you switch into another field after 10 years that means going back to being treated like a fresh graduate - very bad for your salary.
I thought you had something about motivation, but I can't find it now; my experience is that doing something you believe in is not sufficiently powerful motivation when you're working on something unpleasant. You need to find a job you can be satisfied first, and one that's doing the right thing second; you won't be productive if you're unhappy.
So my advice is:
I'm probably underweighing more conservative assessments like this, so I appreciate it.
motivation and self-delusion
I have not collected evidence the directly contradicts statistical assessments regarding the conscientiousness trait. Instead I'm making an inference based off a collection of evidence that I can name. I don't think I've given much consideration to evidence strength yet so working through this will be a good exercise.
For example:
Historically my conscientiousness has been quite low in part due to depression. I've been coming out of that de...
I wrote this post up and circulated it among my rationalist friends. I've copied it verbatim. I figure the more rationally inclined people that can critique my plan the better.
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TL;DR:
* I'm going to commit to biomedical engineering for a very specific set of reasons related to career flexibility and intrinsic interest.
* I still want to have computer science and design arts skills, but biomedical engineering seems like a better university investment.
* I would like to have my cake and eat it too by doing biomedical engineering, while practicing computer science and design on the side.
* There are potential tradeoffs, weaknesses and assumptions in this decision that are relevant and possibly critical. This includes time management, ease of learning, development of problem solving solving abilities and working conditions.
I am posting this here because everyone is pretty clever and likes decisions. I am looking for feedback on my reasoning and the facts in my assumptions so that I can do what's best. This was me mostly thinking out loud, and given the timeframe I'm on I couldn't learn and apply any real formal method other than just thinking it through. So it's long, but I hope that everyone can benefit by me putting this here.
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So currently I'm weighing going into biomedical engineering as my major over a major in computer science, or the [human-computer interaction/media studies/gaming/ industrial design grab bag] major, at Simon Fraser University. Other than the fact that engineering biology is so damn cool, the relevant decision factors include reasons like:
The two implications here are that even if I am still interested in computer science, which I am, and although biomedical engineering is less upwind than programming and math, it makes more sense to blow a lot of money on a more specialized education to get domain knowledge while doing computer science on the side, than to spend money on an option whose potential cost is so low because of self study. This conjecture, and the assumptions therein, is critical to my strategy.
So the best option combination that I figure that I should take is this:
Tradeoffs exist, of course. These are a few that I can think of:
There is still the issue of assuring more-than-dilettante expertise in computer science and design stuff (see Expert Beginner syndrome: http://www.daedtech.com/how-developers-stop-learning-rise-of-the-expert-beginner). I am semi-confident in my ability to network myself into mentorships with members of faculty [at SFU] that are not my own, and if I'm not good at it now I still believe that it's possible. In addition, my dad has recently become a software consultant and is willing to apprentice me, giving a direct education about software engineering (although not necessarily a good one, at least it's somewhat real).
There are potential weaknesses in my analysis and strategy.
So for this "have cake and eat it to" plan to work there are a larger string of case exceptions in the biomedical option than the computing options, and definitely the media and design option. The reward would be that the larger amount of domain specific knowledge in a field that has held my curiosity for several years now, while hitting on. I would also be playing to one of SFU's comparative advantages: the quality of the biomedical faculty here is high relative to other institutions if the exceptions hold, and potentially the relative quality of the computer science and design faculties as well. (This could be an argument for switching institutions if those two skillsets are a "better fit". However, my intuition is that the cost for such is very high and probably wouldn't be worth it.)
Possible points of investigation:
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Thoughts, anyone?