I with you completely on Moving Towards the Goal and Level Hopping to the point I'd swear I wrote this if I didn't know better. However, I feel that your explanations would be of little use to people who don't already understand how you do what you do. You say you were like this since you were a kid. You also mention the possible effects of the parenting you went through. Can you elaborate more on how you came to have this mentality?