Because, as long as I understand, if utilitarian thinks that killing you will have positive expected utility, he ought to kill you.
doesn't mean that I don't have instincts that resist it
So, if you were completely rational, you would kill yourself without hesitation in this situation, right?
Just in case, I didn't downvote you.
Haven't had one of these for awhile. This thread is for questions or comments that you've felt silly about not knowing/understanding. Let's try to exchange info that seems obvious, knowing that due to the illusion of transparency it really isn't so obvious!