Of course I have no such problems now
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I can definitely prove that there is nothing psychologically wrong with me.
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I feel almost as if I'm becoming mentally ill.
Your self-contradictions are a bad sign, and if you feel you are becoming mentally ill then I really don't think you are fit to join the army. Whatever mental illness you might have, I doubt seeing combat will make it better.
Sorry to be blunt but this is too important for to mince my words.
'Becoming mentally ill' was a hideously bad choice of words. I just feel like I'm having extreme cognitive dissonance, and I've lost my faith in basically everything.
So I've been rejected for conscription in the IDF because the psychiatrist thinks the Asperger's diagnosis I received as a child means that there is something wrong with me. Never mind that I've been examined very recently and been recommended for enlistment, he thinks that even though I probably don't have Asperger's, there must be something wrong with me because in the past I've had trouble socially. Of course I have no such problems now, but it's not as if he's going to risk his job in the face of anything less than perfection.
(This, btw, is what I meant when I said there was no such thing as a competent mental health professional- the entire system works against evidence-based methods.)
There has to be something wrong with this, some way that I can appeal. I have no idea of the Israeli legal process and I'm not sure if I could just write a letter to someone, or if I might need a lawyer. I can definitely prove that there is nothing psychologically wrong with me. I just have no idea where to turn, no idea how to do anything, and have no allies whatsoever. I feel like my life is collapsing, and I do have very good reasons personally for wanting to join the army. It's not just something I felt like doing.
This community obviously has better things to do than this sort of thing. But I feel like I'm going to explode if I can't talk to anyone, or get some idea of what I can do. I feel almost as if I'm becoming mentally ill.