I can't begin to tell whether yourfeelings are about becoming more rational

This extremely interesting!

It means your own feelings are so different from mine you can't just be like "check, mostly check, check, not check, check" (see e.g. Villiam's comment).

I didn't anticipate a large part of the readers to feel so differently from me, that they literally can't tell if what I'm saying correlates positively with rationality or not.

This was the source of my confusion, I guess.

Fun!

Learning stuff!