You toil within the valley of irrationality caused by partial rationality. I have been a member of this site for about six months and this is something like the sixth post of "Yeah but irrationality is good/the only possibility/whatever."

Go read the sequences. In chronological order. At least past Meta-Ethics (and you can in principle skip most of the mathy quantum mechanics). If you are still confused, THEN go make a post like this.