I don't think that I would be the best person for you to talk things out with, but I wanted to give you an internet hug and let you know that I hope things improve for you. hug
ETA: I think this would be fine to post in Discussion, and more people would see it there.
Well, hugs do make everything better. Reciprocated.
If it's worth saying, but not worth its own post, even in Discussion, it goes here.