I guess that makes sense. I've either always interpreted those as conversation stoppers or they've actually been conversations stoppers in other situations I've observed them.
It's still weird to me to think that it's somehow "normal" to come away from conversations like this and not think about them later.
I sometimes have thoughts of suicide. That does not mean I would ever come within a mile of committing the act of suicide. But my brain does simulate it; though I do try to always reduce such thoughts.
But what I have noticed is that 'suicide' is triggered in my mind whenever I think of some embarrassing event, real or imagined. Or an event in which I'm obviously a low-status actor. This leads me to think that suicide might be a high-status move, in the sense that its goal is to recover status after some event which caused a big drop in status. Consider the following instances when suicide is often considered: