For example, when I drink, I don't feel myself getting drunk. I don't have any kind of sense of what it "feels like" to get drunk, but I can observe that I'm acting in a drunken manner.
It's roughly the opposite of my experience, though I have seen many who react to alcohol and other drugs the way you describe.
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