I despise signaling as a motivation.
I'm curious why. After you've thought about it: va zl rkcrevrapr, gur uvfgbevpny pnhfr nccrnef gb or fvtanyyvat sbe zbfg crbcyr.
Sorry for taking so long to respond. I've been thinking about this off and on since you asked; it's a topic on which I don't trust my brain. I've come up with three possible responses, without reading your ROTed text:
I treat esse quam videri as a terminal value, and signaling seems to thwart it.
I think of signaling as inherently dishonest. (this is how it feels from the inside, but see below)
I am subconsciously trying to signal that I am a non-signaler, or that I am exceptionally honest.
The specific form of signaling I find so distasteful is I...
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