It's not exactly clear what propels your suicidal thoughts. The sufference given by your mental/physical condition? Or are the condition themselves that generate those thoughts?
I'm also curious about gambling away your money: why gambling instead of say, donating or spending them in drugs, prostitutes, etc.?
It's not exactly clear what propels your suicidal thoughts.
It's because I'm not exactly sure about it myself. I also didn't want to make it clear because I feel it's too embarrassing.
The sufference given by your mental/physical condition? Or are the condition themselves that generate those thoughts?
Probably both, but the former more.
I'm also curious about gambling away your money: why gambling instead of say, donating or spending them in drugs, prostitutes, etc.?
I first thought about donating it to GiveDirectly. But I don't have a 100% will to...
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