What parameters did you track your rationality / calmness on?

How about bodily energy levels? - muscle mass is affected by testosterone, i have read.

How much time you were spending/using up earlier thinking about sex?

What personal goal other than becoming more rational have you achieved? - the sacrifice you have made is huge. I would've asked from the devil more than my due here.

What marginal benefit did castration give you that earlier testoterone lowering drugs did not?