Related to: lesswrong.com/lw/qp/timeless_physics/
Why do I find myself at this point in time, configuration space, rather than another point? In other words, why do I have certain expectations rather than others?
I don't expect the U.S. presidential elections to have happened but to happen next, where "to happen" and "to have happened" internally marks the sequential order of steps indexed by consecutive timestamps. But why do I find myself to have that particular expectation rather than any other, what is it that does privilege this point?
So you seem to remember Time proceeding along a single line. You remember that the particle first went left, and then went right. You ask, "Which way will the particle go this time?"
My question is why I find myself to remember that the particle went left and then right rather than left but not yet right?
But both branches, both future versions of you, just exist. There is no fact of the matter as to "which branch you go down". Different versions of you experience both branches.
Yes, but why does my version experience this point of my branch and not any other point of my branch?
I understand that if this universe was a giant simulation and that if it was to halt and then resume, after some indexical measure of causal steps used by those outside of it, then I wouldn't notice it. Therefore if you remove the notion of an outside world there ceases to be any measure of how many causal steps it took until I continued my relational measure of progression.
But that's not my question. Assume for a moment that my consciousness experience is not a causal continuum but a discrete sequence of causal steps from 1, 2, 3, ... to N where N marks this point. Why do I find myself at N rather than 10 or N+1?
This is a pseudo-problem arising from equivocation about the indexical "I". You can either use it to refer to yourself as a continuant (an entire space-time worm) or as a momentary object (a temporal part of the space-time worm). Just make sure you're not mixing the two uses. I think that is what is causing your puzzlement. To dissolve it, let's focus on the momentary object use of "I".
Don't think of your consciousness as somehow moving from step 1 to 2 to 3 and so on. I think it might be better to start out thinking that there are separate objects, separate XiXiDus, at each of these steps. Each one of those momentary-XiXiDu's is fully conscious. When any one of them says "I", they are referring to themselves, so "I" in the mouth of each momentary-XiXiDu refers to a different object. Also, when they say "now" they are referring to different times. Thought of that way, there is no mystery when each momentary XiXiDu says "I am here now." Where else would he (she?) be?
The problem arises because the psychological states of all the momentary-XiXiDu's are related in a way that makes each one think that he is the only one and that he has been moving through time. So the momentary-XiXiDu at step 3 thinks "I was at 1 and I will be at 7, but I'm now at 3. Why?" Really what's going on is that XiXiDu-3's "now" is step 3, just as XiXiDu-1's "now" is step 1. In some sense XiXiDu-3 is right to say he "was" at step 1, if this is interpreted as him bearing a certain relationship to XiXiDu-1. The mistake is that XiXiDu-3 thinks he is identical to XiXidu-1, and so since he is at step 3, XiXiDu-1 can't be at step 1. After all, how can a single momentary object be at both step-3 and step-1? Well, it can't, but this is not a problem, since XiXiDu-3 is not in fact identical to XiXiDu-1.
Over short enough time, each bit of me is out of communication with each other bit of me. In light of this, is it still reasonable to think of a momentary consciousness?