I can't use the same girl twice because it's about initiatory kisses, a behavioural experiment about rejection :)
If you are with a girl who likes you, focus on enjoying the interaction.
Don't try to flee into the mindset of running a detached experiment.
The night before last I said I really like spending time with you, and other skirtish things ie that to which her replies would be things like 👍 or thanks. No reciprocation. But she like holding hands, cuddling and kissing. She's even cool with my messed up sexuality. I haven't introduced the mental health stuff or losing my virginity at a brothel yet but I wonder how she will take that :P I don't know that she sees me as boyfriend material...yet
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