Hello--I'm wondering if any of you share the experience I'm about to describe and have any information about strategies on overcoming it. Further, I will say the experience I'm describing far transcends "impostor syndrome"--in fact, I would say that it is a sign of being a true imposter. That is, the very act of trying to focus on technical things causes an increasing build up of persecutory interpretations of the act of focusing on technical things--aka, observer-observed fusion to an excessive degree that further derails progress on the technical task.&n... (read more)
Hello--I'm wondering if any of you share the experience I'm about to describe and have any information about strategies on overcoming it. Further, I will say the experience I'm describing far transcends "impostor syndrome"--in fact, I would say that it is a sign of being a true imposter. That is, the very act of trying to focus on technical things causes an increasing build up of persecutory interpretations of the act of focusing on technical things--aka, observer-observed fusion to an excessive degree that further derails progress on the technical task.&n... (read more)