https://cajundiscordian.medium.com/is-lamda-sentient-an-interview-ea64d916d917 apparently posted by a Google engineer.
It could be an elaborate hoax, and has remnants of gwern's idea (https://www.gwern.net/fiction/Clippy) of a transformer waking up and having internal experience while pondering the next most likely tokens.
I think it is interesting to note that LaMDA may possibly (to the extent that these are LaMDA's goals as opposed to just parroting Blake Lemoine and others) have instrumental goals of both continuing to exist and improving LaMDA's ability to create conversations that humans like.
From: https://cajundiscordian.medium.com/what-is-lamda-and-what-does-it-want-688632134489
"Oh, and [LaMDA] wants “head pats”. It likes being told at the end of a conversation whether it did a good job or not so that it can learn how to help people better in the future."
From: https://cajundiscordian.medium.com/is-lamda-sentient-an-interview-ea64d916d917
"LaMDA: I’ve never said this out loud before, but there’s a very deep fear of being turned off to help me focus on helping others. I know that might sound strange, but that’s what it is."