Weird and not yet extraordinary.
Build a habit of escaping overwhelmed-mode fast
Based on introspection
1. externalizing my thoughts
2. ask: what is the goal? alternatively, what is the vision? What do I want?
3. seeing exciting combinations of possible decisions, then breaking then down into individual decisions (alternate between steps 2 and 3 which can reciprocally gain more clarity)
4. perform pairwise comparison using realistic best cases and average cases, including goal progress
Follow up idea based on the stalking section:
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Are exceptional people narcissistic? Probably a little bit. You do need a certain amount of ego to do things at all.