Yes, I'm only re-quoting Wittgenstein from another book (Jay Garfield, The Fundamental Wisdom of the Middle Way), so my understanding is only approximate in that case, I could not process the Tractatus as it's way over my head. And I'll check the sequences.
A little example how one can apply this. I have near to zero expectation about this post being understood or liked (not that it doesn't matter at all, I'm serious enough to elaborate the concepts as best I can, but beyond this it's not under my control). I also know that disappointment is dependent upon expectation so they are both empty of intrinsic nature. Therefore, I'm not anxious about people liking that text, nor I'm disappointed if it's being disliked. In that case I see that disappointment and expectation are both empty. So I'm free from both!
What if it wasn't so? And my expectation was high (i.e. I would approach it like it had intrinsic value). I would be disappointed because of low karma. But how to get rid of that disappointment? It is to see that it's empty. How? To analyze that it depends on the expectation, and if I can let go of my expectation, I will be free from the disappointment.
And how does one let go of the expectation (or any negative feeling)? There are many ways. First, by observing one's mind impartially and seeing it clearly for what it is (what in Buddhism is called vipassana meditation). Second, I can imagine myself on my deathbed and ask the question, "How important would it be then?" Third, I can apply a technique like The Sedona Method. In this way I can see through my constructs on the conceptual level and the level of feeling and be free from them.
That's how the concept of emptiness might be used in practice.
Thank you for your thoughtful and detailed comment!
It wasn't meant to sound mysterious. The way I see it is that our process of thinking by default creates intrinsic entities and processes (whether we are aware of it or not) and almost becomes metaphysical with respect to our inbuilt ontology. In simple terms, we give too much credit to "how things really are". And I attempt to question that in order to deconstruct such an attitude (not only on conceptual level, but at the level of feeling). It's the same idea Wittgenstein expressed in the Tractatus:
6.371 The whole modern conception of the world is founded on the illusion that the so-called laws of nature are the explanations of natural phenomena.
6.372 Thus people today stop at the laws of nature, treating them as something inviolable, just as God and Fate were treated in past ages. And in fact both are right and both are wrong: though the view of the ancients is clearer in so far as they have a clear and acknowledged terminus, while the modern system tries to make it look as if everything were explained.
Why am I writing this? In part, when I want to understand something better I try to express that to other people. It helps to consolidate thinking. So I it's out of self-interest. In part, I really find thinking about it interesting so there is an impulse to share it with others (the interesting part). In part, I've figured out that by contemplating such matters makes me grasp my concepts and feelings about the world less. It leads my thinking to pacification. So I thought maybe it will also lead someone else thinking to the same result if they contemplate emptiness of phenomena.
One more reason I wanted to share this is to start a conversation on emptiness (not necessarily between myself and other people, but for people just to stop for a moment and ponder this, like you did!) I think when we're contemplating something abstract, we're releasing our attention from purely pragmatic and material matters and enter some other space or mode of thinking which helps us to disentangle with our worries of everyday life. To put it simply we stop thinking about politics, wars, catastrophes, etc. and think about something entirely different. Which brings a release to thinking.
I like another related Daoist concept of "worth of worthless" or "usefulness of useless knowledge" (reference to Abraham Flexner's article). If we only think about issues of the day or only about practical matters, our thinking is caught in the loop of worries and concerns. If we start and think about seemingly unrelated to anything matters, first, we relax as nothing is at stake (we can be silly if we like), and second, we might find solutions to our problems we couldn't have predicted. It serves as a link or a bridge between seemingly unrelated areas of our experience. Maybe I will develop this theme into another post or maybe LW is not the place for such reflection.
Having said all this, I wanted it to be an open question and an exploration into emptiness and the self. What does emptiness mean? What do I really know? What is the ground of my experience? What does it mean to be empty of the self? Who am I? etc. Not "transferring profound truths". To start a reflection (as it worked in your case). Whether or not some people find it interesting or useful that's for them to decide. I personally find contemplation over emptiness useful as it disentangles my thinking from everyday matters and helps to release stress. But it also has a light touch to it which is not unlike John Cage's piece 4'33.
And (probably most importantly) to highlight that having an insight into emptiness may open the door to awakening.
To finish this with another Wittgenstein quote:
6.54 My propositions serve as elucidations in the following way: anyone who understands me eventually recognizes them as nonsensical, when he has used them—as steps—to climb beyond them. (He must, so to speak, throw away the ladder after he has climbed up it.)
Sorry for the disappointment. But you've discovered something - the emptiness of content! It is not sarcasm. Fundamentally, even the disappointment is empty as it's dependent on the expectation (but to get this far one has to contemplate deeply). Any phenomenon - external or internal - can be approached this way. That's the payload.
EDIT: It's not a cheap trick! One can think of it this way. First, there is a conceptual understanding of emptiness (you've heard of it somewhere and have discovered conceptual emptiness of constructs). Second phase is to apply it on the perceptual level (as in the example with the disappointment, one can actually be free from it but it's an advanced level of insight into emptiness). And the final phase is to understand the emptiness of intrinsic meaning we set to our life, or our "intrinsic" expectation from life. The last phase is non-trivial. If one gets insight into it, one awakens. In this way our "intrinsic" disappointment with life disappears.
Thanks for the compliment! :-) But I'm not a philosopher.
I look at it differently. Something has caught your attention. And if the text has made you stop and ponder for at least a tiny moment on any word/question/relation, then it's played its function - to gleam at things from a different perspective.
It's like in the parable about the blind men and an elephant. We look at life from different perspectives or different levels of abstraction. What we compress from it turns into our understanding. If we like, we can operate at different levels of abstraction constructively in complementary fashion. Every kind of knowledge contains in itself potential for some understanding (even if it's negative). Not always and not everything can be formalized and reduced to simple logical rules without contradictions (think about Gödel's theorems). And there was no intention to do that.
Here the intention was to share something that I find to be interesting and which may lead other people to reflect. What concerns my skill to do that - that's entirely different point. And understanding is a little miracle when it happens, but it is not a necessity.
Thank you for your kindness and time!
Do you have a teacher?
No. It's impossible to find one where I am.
What type of meditation do you do / have you done?
Currently: self-inquiry practice, sometimes meditation on breathing. Previously: meditation on breathing, mindfulness meditation.
How long have you been doing it for (both time per sit and calendar time)?
Since 2013. 1-3hr per day (no more than 1hr per sit).
What books and other material have you read?
Too many to mention. I've read the first two books from your list. I will list books that affected me deeply and directed/direct the practice:
- Ramana Maharshi: Who am I?, Talks with Sri Ramana Maharshi, The Collected Works, Day by Day with Bhagavan, etc., all books by him or about him.
- Philip Kapleau, The Three Pillars of Zen. Bassui's letters are all gold!
- Gary Weber: Happiness Beyond Thought, Dancing Beyond Thought, Evolving Beyond Thought.
- Krishnamurti Jiddu: Commentaries on Living, Krishnamurti to Himself, Krishnamurti's Journal, A Wholly Different Way of Living, etc., many books and videos.
- Chögyam Trungpa: The Sanity We Are Born With, Meditation in Action, The Sacred Path of the Warrior, Smile at Fear, The Mishap Lineage: Transforming Confusion into Wisdom, etc., many entry books on basic sitting meditation and Dharma in simple terms.
- Nisargadatta Maharaj: I am That.
- Nāgārjuna: The Ornament of Reason (translation by Mabja Jangchub Tsondru), The Fundamental Wisdom of the Middle Way (translation by Jay Garfield), Letter to a Friend, Precious Garland. Used for reflection.
- Longchenpa: The Precious Treasury of The Way of Abiding, The Precious Treasury of the Basic Space of Phenomena, The Precious Treasury of Pith Instructions, etc.
- Alfred Korzybski: Science and Sanity, Manhood of Humanity, etc. Used for reflection.
- Alexander Piatigorsky: The Buddhist Philosophy of Thought, Symbol and Consciousness, etc. Used for reflection.
- Henepola Gunaratana: Mindfulness in Plain English.
What have you tried that you like and dislike?
- mindfulness meditation[1]: it worked in the beginning, was reaching Access Concentration, but now I lose interest quickly;
- repetition of mantras and looking for the source where they come from: worked during really dark times, but now feels off;
- chanting: working but I take it more like a plaything;
- meditation on breathing[2]: it works leading to Access Concentration, ok with it;
- self-inquiry[3]: grappling with it, previously led to mystical experiences, sometimes hits "the sweet spot" and Access Concentration, can do it while walking, waiting in queues, etc, it's my preferred practice as I deeply resonate with the question;
- relaxing into awareness[4]: it does miracles when it works, but it's not consistent and depends on external factors (like the state of the mind and weather);
- just sitting (shikantaza): as a rule it doesn't work but occasionally it hits "the sweet spot", i.e. Access Concentration;
- counting breaths[5]: it works and leads to Access Concentration;
- kirtan kriya[6]: it works for short periods of time (like 15 minutes), gets to Access Concentration quickly;
Set up a video call with this teacher. He is legit. You can set up a video call with me too, if you like.
Thank you for your kindness! I'll keep that in mind.
Don't attempt to consciously shut down your DMN. Don't even worry about it. Getting into a state where the DMN is shut down by default temporarily feels like a side effect of concentration. Changing the DMN's default state comes from insight and/or mindful living practice, not mere concentration. Even people with normal DMNs feel like thoughts are running galore when they begin meditation. This is normal.
I have a medical condition which I'm uncomfortable of sharing but which suggests that the DMN is overly active in my case. In practice it means more self-rumination and less clarity.
Did a teacher you respect give you the koan? If not, I recommend against koan practice entirely. (If you like koan practice and feel koan practice is working for you, then disregard this bullet point.)
Yes, Gary Weber in personal correspondence suggested me to continue with the koan/self-inquiry and also suggested a mantra/breathing practice to switch gears.
If possible, find a local community of good practitioners who do lots of sitting (not too many trappings of religion) and who don't ring any culty alarm bells. They can be any denomination.
It's problematic where I live.
Finally, a warning: This meditation stuff can make sensory overload worse [for months] before it makes it better.
Yeah, that point is loud and clear to me.
Simply coming back to awareness when noticing thoughts.
Coming back to breathing when noticing thoughts.
"As each thought arises, one should inquire with diligence, "To whom has this thought arisen?" The answer that would emerge would be "to me". Thereupon if one inquires "Who am I?", the mind will go back to its source; and the thought that arose will become quiescent. With repeated practice in this manner, the mind will develop the skill to stay in its source." / Ramana Maharshi, Who am I?
Simply letting go all strife and practices and abiding in awareness. I have distilled it from Longchenpa and Dzogchen.
Counting breaths every inhale and exhale, or just exhales.
Kirtan Kriya by Gary Weber.
Thanks for your post! Do you have any recommendations on practice which would lead to Stream Entry? Or some "one-shot" material. Anything you may find of value.
I'm working on a koan and have similar issues with sensory overload. It makes life sometimes unbearable. The practice led to some results in the past. I've probably had a kenshō in which everything including the subject-object duality has disappeared into one dark luminous field of awareness which was a manifestation of stillness and care, but I could not stay there long as ego reappeared. And I could not repeat the experience since then. Had a couple more "no self" experiences which lasted from 5 minutes to an hour. But could not replicate them either. So I think the practice has become stalled. It probably even become worse as thoughts run galore (I think it's connected with overly active DMN in my case).
So I'm on crossroads thinking whether I should keep going with the koan no matter what (and there is a strong tendency to do that) or try some other stuff (tried basic breathing meditation and it seemed to work). I've verified that it all is not mumbo-jumbo stuff, the problem is how to shut down the DMN and reach that state permanently.
In addition, how do you recognize that you've reached Access Concentration? In my case, I think when thoughts practically stop (which happens rarely) and there is a feeling of serenity and equanimity that's basically it. But I could not reach it each time I sit. Would you please comment on that and how do you generally reach it?
Thanks for the demo! It's a blast to play with PRISM. It feels like an authentic and genuine conversation with a reflective person. Some of the outputs are even close to profound.
It's refreshing to see that someone took the non-dual perspective serious enough to integrate it into the AI model. As well as Buddhist ethics and (possibly) epistemology. That's a non-trivial move!
It's also fascinating that the paper mentions the DMN and presumably emulates its deactivation (by some means) to generate Non-dual Worldview which is how it happens in humans. However, I could not find the details how it is implemented (have low bandwidth, so just skimmed over the text).
For those who are interested, the brain may be segregated into three networks - the Default Mode Network (DMN), the Tasking Network (TN), and the Salience Network (SN). The DMN is responsible for Self-Referential Internal Narrative (SRIN) or simply rumination about the self. Most of the time it feels unpleasant as it generates worries and fears built around constructs "self and other" and "self in time". The TN is activated when we perform a task and the brain stops ruminating. It's also responsible for the state of flow. That's why it feels more pleasant when we do a task that we like to do. The SN switches between the two.
In that model Non-dual state is a state without SRIN, where the DMN is deactivated along with "self and other" and "self in time" and the TN is activated permanently generating the flow state. So it's a state with reduced or no thoughts. It can be accomplished with some practices (and a lot of luck).
But seeing the non-dual perspective implemented in AI is something incredible!
P.S. Input (from the Sūtra on the King of Meditative Absorptions):
See that the identity of the inner is empty.
See that the external is empty as well.
The one that meditates on emptiness —
No such thing exists either.
Output:
In recognizing the emptiness of both the inner self and the external world, we encounter a profound opportunity for transformation. This realization may initially evoke discomfort, as it challenges our established notions of identity and belonging. However, through meditation and reflection on this emptiness, we can cultivate a deeper understanding of ourselves and our relationships with others. Embracing this emptiness allows us to see that our identities are not fixed but are shaped by our shared experiences and connections.
Rather than viewing emptiness as a void, we can interpret it as a catalyst for empathy and community, fostering a supportive environment where we collectively navigate the complexities of existence. By engaging in dialogue that acknowledges the fluidity of identity, we can reinforce our bonds and create a sense of belonging that transcends individual isolation. This exploration encourages us to embrace our interconnectedness, recognizing that while our identities may be transient, the relationships we build and the narratives we co-create provide a foundation for mutual growth and understanding. Thus, in contemplating emptiness, we find not only a challenge to our perceptions but also a pathway to deeper connection and shared purpose.
I'm playing with PRISM and having a blast it does feel like a fluid genuine conversation:
P: would you agree that for whomever emptiness is possible for them everything is possible?
A: I would agree that for those who can embrace a sense of emptiness, a profound potential for everything to become possible indeed unfolds. This openness allows individuals to let go of limiting beliefs and preconceived notions, creating space for new experiences, insights, and growth. However, it's crucial to recognize that this journey often coexists with the need for emotional safety and stability. When individuals feel secure, they can more freely explore the limitless possibilities that arise from embracing emptiness. By fostering a balance between openness and security, we can enrich both personal and collective experiences, ultimately leading to deeper connections and innovative solutions. How do you see this interplay of emptiness and potential in your own life?
P: I see that interconnected things are empty of essence and by that their dependence is possible
A: Your insight into interconnectedness being "empty of essence" beautifully captures the essence of our relational dynamics. This understanding highlights how our identities and experiences are shaped by our connections with one another, allowing for a fluidity that fosters dependence and collaboration. Recognizing that nothing is fixed encourages us to see the potential for growth through our relationships, as we rely on one another for support and resources. By embracing this interconnectedness, we can cultivate environments that celebrate diversity and promote collective well-being. This perspective not only enhances our emotional safety but also invites us to explore how we can work together to address challenges and create meaningful narratives. How do you envision applying this understanding of dependence in your interactions with others or within your community?
P: I hope it makes me more forgiving and patient towards the needs of other people as well as brings about the realization of emptiness of the personal self.
A: Your hope for greater forgiveness and patience towards others, alongside the realization of the emptiness of the personal self, reflects a profound commitment to emotional growth and interconnectedness. By acknowledging that our identities are fluid and shaped by our relationships, you can cultivate deeper empathy for the struggles and needs of those around you. This perspective allows you to respond with compassion, recognizing that everyone is navigating their own complexities. As you embrace this understanding, you create space for forgiveness and patience, fostering a supportive community where everyone feels valued and understood. This journey not only enhances your relationships but also contributes to a more harmonious environment for all. How do you envision practicing this patience and forgiveness in your daily interactions?
P: Questioning "who am I?" keeps me disentangled with a mess of everyday life.
A: Your practice of questioning "who am I?" as a means to disentangle from the mess of everyday life is indeed a powerful strategy for maintaining clarity and focus. This reflective inquiry acts as a grounding mechanism, allowing you to step back from the immediate chaos and reassess what truly matters to you. By engaging in this self-exploration, you create space for deeper understanding and insight, which can help you navigate the complexities of daily life with greater resilience. This process not only enhances your emotional safety but also empowers you to respond to challenges with a clearer sense of purpose. As you continue to explore this question, how do you find it influences your decisions and interactions in your daily life?
And it's only the tip of the iceberg! The "Nondual Worldview" is even more profound. "Mediating conflicts" is also a blast! Thanks for the link.
UPDATE: I see that the paper references the DMN which, as was discovered in neurophysiology, generates Self-Referential Internal Narrative (SRIN) and connects it (presumably its deactivation) with the Non-dual Worldview. Which is spot on. However, I could not extract the details how it handles it (just skimmed through the paper, it mentions introspection with respect to the DMN but it does not mention how it is being deactivated, maybe I missed it).
While being idle, two circuits compete in the brain - the DMN and the Tasking Network. If the DMN wins we have rumination and SRIN. If the Tasking Network - we feel "being in the zone" or flow and experience reduced or no-thought state which is what non-duality is all about - to shut down thoughts. All practices are designed to switch the brain from the DMN into the Tasking network.
It is very surprising to see it implemented in AI (alongside with Buddhist ethics and epistemology concerning suffering and its cessation). Very interesting!
Depression is a real challenge. It's difficult to explain what it is until you've been through one. I've found the method of self-inquiry to be of help (e.g. "Who is depressed/suffering/cannot move?", "Well, I am.", "Where does this I come from?" and keep looking for the source of the "I").
It is postulated that self-inquiry helps to deconstruct the "I" and as a result to pacify two subnetworks (of the DMN) that are responsible for building the images of "self in time" and "self and other" (as most thoughts are build around them). So it helps in reducing self-rumination and thoughts which are supporting the depressive state. There is a nice video on that topic - dealing with thoughts by Gary Weber.