You just said that you want me dead in real life.

Well, you, ceteris paribus, would want people - including, in particular, emotionally volatile people like me - free to kill their children in real life. I'd hate that more than I'd regret your death, indeed!

(Although at no point and in no way am I going to be insane enough to really kill you, just as you're not insane enough to personally kill babies)